A song that remind me of u~

周杰伦-彩虹

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
Everything is like already fated.. 1 year ago, u sang this song to me, as if telling me about how we gonna to be after 1 year..

给落叶的一封信。。

有好多话很想对你说。。但我也很清楚地知道，如果这些话说了出口，你我都会放不下。只好怪自己一时的冲动，造成了今天的我们。选择了离开，不是不爱了，也不是忘了以前快乐的我们，更不是感受不到你深深的爱。一直以来的拖拖拉拉，并不是认为你不比他好，更不是我深深地为他着了迷，只是认为固执，叛逆的我再也配不上你了。更不想让你再为我受伤害。深知道我和你有多么地不愿放手，我还是选择了这条路，只因我知道只有我放了手，你才将会找回以前我们所一起拥有的真正的快乐。只可惜，那快乐不再是属于你和我了。不介意你骂我狠心，骂我无情，但至少我知道没有了我，你将会是更好，更快乐的。

我们的爱情。。就让它像落叶般掉落。但我相信爱情美好的回忆会是深深地烙印在我们的脑海中。谢谢你一直以来对我的爱护和疼爱。深深地祝福你。。

p/s: 可笑的是。。我还一直骗着自己，常听着你为我唱的周杰伦的歌，听着你说爱我。。骗着自己。。你还在外国工作。那我就不哭了。。这或许是远距离恋爱唯一的好处吧。现在，或许你在臭骂着我。。早知如此，何比当初。。我不会埋怨，只能说的只有对不起。。就当作这是我对你最后一次的疼爱吧！真的真的不想看到你为我烦恼，为我伤心的样子了。。还记得我对你说过，如果有一天我变心了，一定会告诉你。但我一直没对你说。。　是因为你一直还在我心里，从没离开过。。

Moody

This is where i usually love to hang out whenever I feel sad, down or stress. Don't know why I just love to see night view very much~ especially from high place.. The higher I stand, the more I feel nice~ It simply can just make my mind feels free and relax. Maybe because of this, I am a stewardess who spend most of my time at a place where 38,000ft height from sea level :p So that I can be stress free always... ^^" But, sigh... We will never be always getting what we want in life..

For now, I just have a feeling.. wanted to go to this place soooo soooo much~!!!! :(

说好永远的

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。 该是多美的画面。 ­

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　　没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。 ­

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　　于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。 ­

　　即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是 感叹，后来是无奈。 ­

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　　也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。 ­

　　也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。­

Dubai / Beirut Trip

Last month, I been to Dubai and Beirut for a 5days working trip.. And i know a local friend there thru my twin batch girl, Syigim. He brought us around when we were in Dubai.. had alot of nice food, visited alot of places.. And here to share.. something that i found it very interesting ^^

Look at the pic below.. It's a building of BANK OF BARODA..

But, look at it closer... Why people hang their clothes at Bank of Baroda? O.o I felt so curious.. So, i asked my local friend.. he said this is something different from Msia. In Msia, most of the bank branches will be located at the office buildings. Hardly u can see building like this.. But, in Dubai, it's different. Eventhough there is a big banner written there that it's Bank of Baroda, but... Bank of Baroda only located at ground floor ^^" Above of bank of Baroda are all resident houses.

So.. if your house is located at there.. When friends ask u.. "where do u stay?". U will be answered.. " Im staying at Bank of Baroda." kekeke.. ^^" Anyway, it's just a joke.. :p



Another interesting thing to share.. this pic was taken when i was on transit at Beirut airport. Heard from my crew, it's the city of Beirut. And as u can see, all the houses are located at the hill.. Cool huh? ;) But sadly.. i cant get a chance to visit the city.. Am really wonder how the city looks like >.<

My another new toy!

Been working for 1 yr already... liked what i always tell people who is around me~ Ringgit Malaysia i seriously cant save much, but money from different different countries... ALOT!!!! oh gooosh... But not USD^^" Anyway, i still managed to buy myself a new toy.. kekeke.. My semi pro camera - Sony HX1..

A touching birthday

7th June 2009 is my birthday. That day, my whole family went back to Penang for my grandpa's birthday celebration and my someone still in Philippines for work. So, I was left alone in KL and the worst thing is I need to go for work at KLCC for the IATA event on my birthday. I thought that I have to pass birthday all alone.. No family, no my someone, no friends... However, after the event, my twin was free to meet up. We met up at Mid Valley and had a nice dinner together. *Thanks my twin for a nice birthday dinner* After that, there was a strange thing happened. My someone's colleague messaged me, was asking me whether am i free on that night and wanted to tell me something. I was feeling strange because so far she will never message me while my someone is not around at KL. Furthermore, she said that she has something wanted to tell me. So i started to guess.. At 1st, i was thinking maybe she wanna give me her wedding invitation card since my someone said that she going to be engaged with her bf already. But on 2nd thought, i don't think so because she would rather give to my someone instead of me since she's my someone's colleague. Why does she need to purposely come so far just to pass me the wedding invitation card, right? Anyway, i still decided to go and meet her up. And guess what.. I got this small little birthday cake!!!! And it's the cake that my someone asked her to send it for me!!! Just because of i told him in the morning that i have no birthday cake to blow for my birthday~~~ I felt sooo soooo touch~~ especially when he called me while his colleague was taking out the cake. He sang a birthday song for me on the phone.. Thank you ney ney~!!! It was really a touching birthday for me although I was alone in KL. But i know that my heart is not alone because it always has you stay inside my heart, just liked i stay inside your heart, right? *blush* hehe..

p/s: thanks Khai Chia for sending me this cute little cake for me. And of course the cute cake that u helped WaiHong to choose.. Thanks alot~!!!

Khai Chia said the flower on this cake represents the flower that my someone gave to me